a very personal apology

I’ve been fascinated by Aboriginal culture all my life. Although I wanted to learn, I never acted on that fascination and sought out Aboriginal people, partly because I felt that as a white Australian I had no right to intrude on a heritage to which my culture has...

scared to come down

I’ve always had issues with being grounded. Very early in this life, some parts of my psyche decided it wasn’t safe to inhabit this body… and it wasn’t safe to allow Her in, either. So I spent almost 40 years living completely in my head, with my Soul most of the time...

scared to say goodbye

I said goodbye to my best friend this week. Two days ago, my partner flew to the US without me. I haven’t felt emotional pain like this for a very long time. Rewind: we both got rejected for US visas in September. He re-applied for a different kind of visa and his...

scared to make magic

Let me start right here: this is a tough post to publish. My inner critic is going berserk right now: “this is way too conceptual and esoteric and woo woo, it’s completely self-absorbed and it’s about making yourself feel/look spiritual rather than helping anyone...

scared to commit

I did a crazy thing this week. At least, that’s what conventional wisdom would say. Conventional wisdom would say it’s completely ‘counter-intuitive’ to commit – with no income stream in sight – the very last of your savings to rent a large, expensive...